Today was one of those days when I knew I should not have watched the news .

you know there are just some days when you should not look at the news or read it either . Today was one of those days for me .First off let me address the issue of the execution and murder of those two wonderful people who were simply doing their job . This disgruntled employee decided to take these dear people 's lives over who knows what . He simply pulled out a gun and murdered them in cold blood . He was then transported to the hospital because he shot himself in the head with the same gun , He later died . I'm sorry but I feel nothing for these sick twisted people who go out and destroy someones life and believe me when I say  he has effected a lot of people today . Mothers , Fathers , lovers and friends and how dare he screw someone s life up like that . I am angry as hell at sickos walking our streets and killing decent people who are just going about their daily life . I'm angry as hell that some how this moron thought it was anywhere near okay to murder  two what appear to be very kind and loving people . I hope he rots in Hell, but in the back of my mind I know that the Good Lord in Heaven will make sure he gets his so well deserved punishment . Nothing man could do would be as bad as what awaits him when he meets Jesus Christ . Yes I do believe in Jesus and God and the holy spirit and I am a Christian and yes Christians can get mad and we are allowed to be angry as hell . Now my second sad part of this day . It has been so long since this particular zoo had twin panda babys , but one of their lives was not meant to be and I hope he or she rests in peace .I am between anger and tears today and it takes a lot to move me like that ...Okay I have had my say and if any of you feel like commenting please do . My heart is torn in two piece today and I have not had that happen in quite a long time . Just a sad and hurtful day .