im just so disgusted with these days

I sometimes feel like I work too hard to keep it all together most days and for what ? this is a statement i say everytime I get disgusted with having to inject , monitor , test and pee on a stick . I just get so tired of doing it all and I had these days with my son . Please dont take this the wrong way but I think it was easier for me when my son was little and he needed me more and now that he has been grown for some time , and it is just me to concentrate on all this peeing , injecting and testing and monitoring mess , Im a total mess . It seems like it is harder when it is just me . I know I am not alone in all of this and I often think of Joanne and Amy , Meri , Hallie , Jen , Nicole , Kelly and all of my great d blog mom friends who deal with their little ones having to be injected everyday too and that really stinks that we and our kids are dealt that . I hope this is coming out right , I hate being a ranter and a raver but really sometimes it just gets to be too much and I want to go and hide in a closet or corner . Oh well enough is enough . Be carefull out there among them english and negative ghost rider .