Saturday, November 7, 2009
The last two days
Wow the last two days have really been hard to get through . I have had bgs all over the map and just dont seem to be able to get it in hand . Hope fully I will soon and of course I ate some peanut butter without thinking and this went hand in hand and shot my bgs all to hell and back and I hate that . One minute I am a 164 and the next min I am 110 and this is from two different meters so who knows which one is right ? I sure as hell dont and at this point really dont care . I have just really had it with diabetes and wish it would go away . I totally know how the rest of you feel when you see these crazy numbers too . Guess we all have days of crazy numbers and i can truly say that it is probably totally my fault for eating peanut butter when i know that my bgs just cannot handle peanut butter . I mean I dont eat red meat anymore because it seems like I cannot digest it at all . which at times in the past has irritated many a dr , more than I care to count. Oh well I cannot make everyone happy at the same time right ? I mean it is not as if I am not trying cause I really am . I guess I am just frustrated with trying to always remember things . Oh well take care out there among them english and negative ghost rider .
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Diabetes certainly can be frustrating. Hang tough.
ReplyDeleteSorry to hear you're on a roller coaster...Addy's numbers have been totally wonky lately too...
ReplyDeleteHang in there. I can only imagine how utterly frustrating and sometimes depressing this terrible disease can be.
ReplyDeleteHugs! I think there is something in the air! I hope your numbers smooth out soon!
ReplyDeleteHugs for you with your high numbers and heavy heart. I hope that one lifts and the other sinks, oh not in that order, ooops about that. HUGS
ReplyDeleteHope the numbers get better for you..I have those days too, sometimes the more one tries to micromanage D the wonkier things get.Stay strong.)))
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