Would"nt you know

Well today has been a day of lows and would'nt you know I cannot find a blasted piece of candy anywhere in this house or in my purse and I am out of juice ? How does one forget to get juice and candy ? Im like what in the world was I thinking at the grocery store ? How could I have been so stupid ? Man did I blow it at the grocery store this week friends . How does one do that knowing that these things are so important . I am so mad at myself . I wish I had a better memory and then the dogs are being a pain in my butt . They bark at every little sound they hear and it drives me nutts . I got an invite to go riding horses today and had to turn it down of course because I was scared to get out there in the middle of no where and decide to have a low . Im tired of making plans and then have to back out because diabetes rears its ugly head again and bites me over and over again . I get disgusted with it and have had enough of you diabetes and how you intrude into my life . Oh well friends just ranting and raving . Have a great day and be carefull out there among them english and negative ghost rider .