im sorry I have not posted here since jan and that is my fault and God bless you all . I have some friends who are dealing with cancer . I think the reason I have not posted here since jan was because that was the month that my darling friend lari passed and a couple weeks ago was her birthday and I started to pick up the phone when I remember she is no longer here but with God . I guess I have gone through a deep depression when her bday hit . first bday without her and not saying happy bday to her over the phone . Now I have recent news that one of our dear friends is dealing with cancer and who just lost a son to a car accident last month . It has thrown me for a loop and I pray that it gets better soon and no more tears .