Saturday, November 7, 2009
The last two days
Wow the last two days have really been hard to get through . I have had bgs all over the map and just dont seem to be able to get it in hand . Hope fully I will soon and of course I ate some peanut butter without thinking and this went hand in hand and shot my bgs all to hell and back and I hate that . One minute I am a 164 and the next min I am 110 and this is from two different meters so who knows which one is right ? I sure as hell dont and at this point really dont care . I have just really had it with diabetes and wish it would go away . I totally know how the rest of you feel when you see these crazy numbers too . Guess we all have days of crazy numbers and i can truly say that it is probably totally my fault for eating peanut butter when i know that my bgs just cannot handle peanut butter . I mean I dont eat red meat anymore because it seems like I cannot digest it at all . which at times in the past has irritated many a dr , more than I care to count. Oh well I cannot make everyone happy at the same time right ? I mean it is not as if I am not trying cause I really am . I guess I am just frustrated with trying to always remember things . Oh well take care out there among them english and negative ghost rider .