Im tired of testing my blood 6- 10 times a day , Im tired of carb counting and what else am I tired of ? frankly im tired of the big d rearing its ugly head when you dont feel like dealing with it and of course you must deal with it so it does not kill you .Im tired of getting the shakes when low and being looked at like your a freak you know what im talking about . Im tired of it making me crazy everytime I turn around . Im tired of trying to stuff food down my throat to treat a low and then being high because I stuffed too much . Oh hell Im just tired period . Tired of diabetes and I want a cure . I want to be able to leave my house without a meter , a vial of insulin and syringes and the whole kit and kaboodle that we as diabetics have to carry with us when we leave the house . Im just plain tired . Be carefull out there among them english and negative ghost rider .