Goodbye and Good Riddens to 2009

What a crappy year and I for one am glad to see it go and say goodbye . I want 2010 to find me in Ohio and find me with a job and hopefully a better year and days than 2009 has been . I dont think I am the only one who feels this way . I must admit though this has been the year I met some of the greatest ppl in the world and those people know who I am talking about my dear pen friends and my blog friends and hope to still have them with me this time next year . I cant say I remember the day I started this blog unlike some of you who remember the hour and the date and all that good stuff .Im too old to worry about it . LOL !! But I did want to wish all of my blogger friends a very happy new year . I think about all the ppl we lost this year and who are gone to us untill we get to heaven and see them . I try not to dwell on that too much because my faith tells me I will see them again when I get to my heavenly home . I hope I do not offend anyone with my post but most of you are people of faith and understand . I hope all of you have a wonderfull new year and let us all enjoy the coming year . Be carefull out there among them english and negative ghost rider .

My little one

It is hard to believe that this little dog went and grew up on us and turned into the other guy . This little guy has just brought so much into my life and cant quite figure out how they do that . I think when our children grow up we turn to pets . Or maybe I m just crazy .

Be carefull out there among them english and negative ghost rider .

This was our weather for christmas

It was rainy and nasty this christmas here in florida where we live

I hated the fact that all it did was rain all day christmas day . But there were alot of ppl on the beach despite the rain . I have several more photos. I think you all get the idea about the weather . Not pleasant at all .

The lady walking , she was walking a big white dog and two little chihuahuas and I thought that was just adorable with her and those dogs . Oh well hope you enjoy the photos .

I am loving the pictures of everyones christmas

I am loving looking at everyones christmas pictures . It looks like everyone had a wonderfull christmas . I hope this is a sign of a good recovering economy and that everyone is back to work for 2010. My concentration in 2010 is to save enough money to move and get to Ohio and take care of my husbands familys resting places . It seems his sister no longer wants to do it and it costs her too much in time and gas . I hope that my kids never feel that way about my resting place . Oh well that is a totally other matter . Anyway keep on posting christmas pictures I love them and love seeing you all with your bed heads LOL !!! You all are brave . Im so glad that christmas turned out so well for everyone . Be carefull out there among them english and negative ghost rider .

Some good news and some bad news

Well glad to announce that Natalie the little girl that was kidnapped is now home and safe . Thanks to an alert police officer for pulling over the suspects car when he made a u turn . God sure was looking out for little Natalie . The sad news now is that the little maryland girl who dissapeared was found christmas day , expired in the woods . However I know that God was with her every minute of ever hour . I pray for her family and those who knew her . Too much of this sadness is going on and something must be done to stop it . I think there should be no parole for child molesters or predators , you do it once ,you will automatically get a death sentence ,yes Im all for the death penalty . Im sorry if this offends some of you . In my opinion there should never be a life sentence for predators or molesters . I dont think the justice system is doing enough to protect our kids and mothers please watch your kids like a bunch of hawks .Be carefull out there among them english and negative ghost rider .

Merry Christmas everyone

Sorry we dont have christmas pictures ., I dont think I have done christmas pics since my kids were little . Oh well everyone of you who celebrate this day Merry Christmas .

I am afraid another trip to the dr is in order

Well it looks as though I will be heading back to the dr after christmas . Im afraid I have an inkling that something has not cleared up as it should have and my whole body is sore . I also have swollen lymph nodes . I think I have something viral going on and dont even talk about my blood sugars . They are totally all over the place and dont really expect them to get any better until all of this crap goes away !!! Im just ticked that whatever is going on will not go away despite all the meds I have taken. well I hope you all find a bunch of pressies under the tree and lots of fun and I want to see all the kiddies photos of opening gifts . I hope everyone is well and stays that way . Much love and Merry Christmas to all . Be carefull out there among them english and negative ghost rider .

I knew it would happen

Someone came and crapped out my christmas the one that was actually had me feeling good . and now no not feeling good and just bah humbug . I also have a mouth full of cold sores so folks there you have it . Nice way to spend a christmas and a christmas eve . Im done really done and over it . Not to mention that my numbers are all over the place and the mini m&ms is not helping at all .Oh well this christmas is not any different than any other and the husband is not doing really good at the christmas thing either . Bah humbug !!!

Man could things get any crappier

Okay here we go the hub bub

Well I am off to the post office again today to mail some last minute things and of course they will not make it there until after christmas but hey at least they will get there and I am all for starting a new movement maybe new years cards ? Dont laugh it is just a thought for forgetful people . LOL !!!I hope all of you are finally done with all the running around you have to do and I for one am so not wanting to stand in line at the post but so goes it . It is my fault and I have to suffer for being so lazy and sick . Just when I get better I have to subject myself to this . Oh and for those of you going through crazy numbers it is the stress from the holidays and it will calm down after the new year hits . I hope so anyway and I am hoping my crazy numbers will go away after I am finished with these meds . I want to say to everyone I am so enjoying all of your christmas cards and seeing pictures of your family and all the little ones so darling and hopefully in their lifetime we will have a cure for the big d . I must also apologize for not having pics in my cards just did not have to do them this year but will next year . It is always nice to see who you are talking too . Oh well I am off to jeopardise myself to the post office gods . Pray for me that I survive LOL !!! Be careful out there among them english and negative ghost rider .

alas I am done with my christmas cards finally

well I finally finished addressing my christmas cards this am and they are in the mail box awaiting the mail man . My the post office is so crowded and I actually thought about taking them there and I was like uh no remember saturday the line was so long . we waited almost an hr to get to the counter . whew !! I hope everyone gets everything by christmas . I hope all is well and I am feeling much , much better and will take all of my meds regardless of wheather I feel better or not . I wish our church had done the christmas program this year but sadly the director from last yr left us as her husband , was transferred he was military and they are in Japan now . I so miss her she was so good with the children and got them all in a row . Oh well we did not have a christmas program at our church and I missed it . I just wanted to say again that I hope everyone who has snow is very carefull while out in it and we want you back on our christmas card list again next yr so be carefull . Oh well be carefull out there among them english and negative ghost rider .

I m sorry there are no christmas programs here

well for the life of me I dont know why there are not more christmas programs here for kids here since the weather is warm and the kids can go out in it . But however alas there are none . I wish there were . Oh well did not have much to say tonight as you can see . well much love everyone and am so enjoying reading christmas cards most especially shamae s when she profusely apologized for having her husbands face cut off in the christmas cards LOL !!! which gave me an awesome laugh . Oh well hope to be back to my normal self soon much love to all and a good night . Be carefull out there and negative ghost rider . also for all of you who are dealing with snow and more snow please be careful we want you on the christmas card list again next year , but seriously folks take care and untill next time .

again another good day

well another good day today after a stressfull night of coughing . I was coughing up untill about 10 pm and then fell off to sleep untill about 3 am and then the course of coughing started up again and then fell off to sleep again and woke up at 9 am and headed to the post office and what a trial that was . I stood in line at the counter for one hour and I keep forgetting that it is christmas time and the post is always busy then . More so than other times . Oh well we will talk soon everyone . I hope you all are getting my christmas cards okay and i want to make sure I get everyone . Oh well talk to you all soon . Much love . Be carefull out there among them english and negative ghost rider .

well today seems to be a better day

I hope it continues to get better . Not coughing near as much and actually got some sleep last night . I was begining to think that there was a toddler in the house again after many nights of interupted sleep due to coughing or sneezing etc .. I think the gunk is clearing up a little better in my throat as well . I would think with all these drugs in my system something would start to clear up after two days of anti biotics which shoot my bgs way out of control so I am not even going to worry about these few days of bgs right now which even with tight control cannot be done . I will risk it . I hope none of you gets this what I have deemed the super bug . Im just happy I actually got some christmas cards out this wk and will hopefully get the rest out next wk . so many things to do and not enough time in the day to do them all . when does it end ? Oh well . Be careful out there among them english and negative ghost rider .

Cough , cough and more coughing

Yes by the title you should guess that was what I did all night was cough and more coughing and it was not a pleasant night . Husband has it too now and I feel so bad that he got it . I just hope it does not develop so bad for him as it has for me or else he will be headed to the dr as well . You all really should see my dresser it looks like I could open a CVS all on my own (Joannes fave place ) and her cvs dollars LOL !!! we love you joanne . I must say I do feel better a little though . I am also on an inhaler and that is not fun . I guess the dr thought I would have trouble breathing . Now my ears are acting up . I swear if it is not one thing it is another . Okay well enough is enough . Be carefull out there among them english and negative ghost rider .

Update back from dr

Well I just thought I would update you all and it seems as though I have bronchcitis (sp) and am using an inhaler and many ,many drugs believe me when I say I look like a walking cvs drugstore (yes Joanne your favorite place LOL !!) so believe it or not I will soon be my old self again and be back on here complaining and crying LOL !!!I just thought I would let you all know that I am back from the dr and home and taking many , many drugs . Oh well have a good one everyone and I will be back in the morning.

I love all of you I m headed to the dr .

Okay all I am headed to the dr the clinic rather but still medical care and I am hoping they can do something for me and it could be a number of things . Strep or bronchitis is coming to mind when i tell everyone I talk to my symptoms . Please just pray for me and I love you all and I hope to be well soon . I m so sick I am ready to cry . Have any of you been there ? then you know how I feel . I m cranky and fussy and the whole nine yrds !!!I hope none of you my dear friends get this sick . Then to beat all my aunt flo came to visit and just what I needed that dear little mother natures visit aunt flo . I m done okay , me and the lord are going to have a serious talk one day about how much he thinks I can handle . Because I am convinced in his opinion I must be able to handle quite a lot . LOL !!! well I am off folks and stay well everyone . Be careful out there among them english and negative ghost rider .

Okay this thing is breaking me in two

Wow last night I made the decision that if by saturday this super bug , as I like to call it is not gone then I am going to the dr . Yesterday I coughed so hard that I have pulled a muscle in my side . and honestly to me this is way more than just a mere cold , I do believe it has developed into strep throat and if not treated by antibiotics I will keep this thing forever doing god knows what to my body . Having diabetes makes everything so much more serious than other folks illnesses and it highlights everything so much more . I just need prayers that antibiotics take care of it and Im rid of it soon . Oh well take care everyone . Be careful out there among them english and negative ghost rider .

This cold needs to go away

Oh man this thing needs to go away . There is the chronic cough and it feels like it is going to gag me every second . I hate it . It feels like my throat is clogging every minute of the day and is it any wonder I cannot sleep ? which in turn make me angry . I hate it and I need it gone today !!! I guess it is one of those bugs that has to run its course . However in the meantime I am gagging like I have a frog stuck in my throat litteraly. I really am surprised my throat is not bleeding from so much coughing . Oh well that is life for me today , how is it going for you ? Be carefull out there among them english and negative ghost rider .

Im so much better today

Another day and feeling so much better I have been in bed about a wk and was so ready to get out of it . In a few days I will venture out of this house and be out and about and I will be so good to go . I see a few of you have been having problems with the kids , I hope they dont get this horrible yuck .I cannot imagine a child getting this horrible bug . Keep them warm and close and most of all if someone tells you they are sick stay away !!! This thing acted like a super bug . I have been reading blogs this am and leaving comments . I hope to be back to my old self in a couple of days . It just feels so good to be out of the bed and walking around . God bless all and be carefull out there among them english and negative ghost rider .

Day By Day

Well slowly day by day I am feeling better .I dont have any updates on April so as soon as I have some I will post them . The last couple of days I have not been reading anything and that for me folks is a sad thing . You know every year about two wks before christmas I get nailed with a sickness . It never fails .But I am feeling a little better every day. I m sure in a wk or two I will be back to my old self . and then there is the bgs all over the place and I dont even try to keep it together when I am sick like this .Oh well we will talk later gang . Be carefull out there among them english and negative ghost rider .

Okay update on me and April

Hi everyone and good news about april she is home from the hospital and doing much better . she is still sore and she did not have a collapsed lung as first thought so that is good news . However when the woman hit her she bruised her whole right side when she fell . so she is home recuperating and her husband is taking care of her . As for me well we all still have the yucks are still running through medicine like it is water yeah !!! Just lovely huh ? well anyway that is about all I can muster today and be carefull out there among them english and negative ghost rider .

Totally Sick a case of the yucks

Okay folks it is official Im totally sick with a case of the yuck . When I say the yucks i mean it and I will spare all my readers the gross ness of it all . It is okay to say that the scratchy throat has turned into full blown larigytis (spelling I know ) and I have a fever and needless to say that my bgs are all over the place which is normal for a diabetic and sickness . This whole thing is in my chest , and Im gratefull for that cause no stuffy nose . LOL !!! And I would like to ask for prayers for a dear friend who lives in Oregon it seems as though she was hit by a car crossing the street , an elderly lady did not see her and ran into her while she was trying to cross the street . she has a collapsed lung and her right side is paralised so as her husband said it is a wait and see process . she is my age and hope fully she will come out of this alright . The drs seem very hopefull that she will make a full recovery . As soon as I get better I will email her and hope to hear good news soon . So if you can find time to send a little prayer that way it would be good . her name is april .So please all let us keep April in our hearts and thoughts . Be carefull out there among them english and negative ghost writer.

Hey Hey much better day !!!

Wow peeps listen to this !!! I found my phone in the post office box (I use this for business purposes) yesterday . This post office box belongs to the hubby cause he does all his business things and bills to this post office box . I like my personal mail coming to the house which I adore cause I get it right away and read it . I am so happy about the phone , but alas I am coming down with a scratchy throat which usually means a sickness is coming on . I m coughing and scratchy throat so it is just a matter of hours before I come dreadfully sick . Not to worry but have all the meds I need at my fingertips . I shall fare and be back to my normal self soon . Oh well be carefull out there among them english and negative ghost rider

Wow what can I say about this week

I think maybe I should say that this week stunk to high heaven . I was dealing with highs uncontrollable highs all week and then wham Monday when I looked on the computer tracking a pkg from the post office . I thought okay I will go and get it today . Well Low and behold my brand new cell phone that was supposed to be secure in the post office has now dissapeared and is lost . So now we start the process of filing an insurance claim and dont know how that will go . So anyway I got to thinking maybe someone in the post office stole it , possible since your things sit out on a dock unattended , yes folks unattended where anybody and his brother could lift it . So if the person or persons did steal I hope it does not work or it explodes in their hand . If there is one thing in this world I cannot stand is a theif . Because if you will steal , you will lie . So if there is someone out there who stole it then I hope it leaks and acid hits your hand and leaves you with the ugliest scars one has ever laid eyes on in the free world . Thank you for making my head explode this week post office . Okay folks thanks for letting me rant and rave . Be carefull out there among them english and negative ghost rider .

My Letter to Dr. Oz

I m calling for all us d moms to over flow the emails of the offices of the Dr. Oz show !!! My dear peeps he had a show on the other day , and the good dr did not quite explain the difference btwn the types of diabetes . Then he started to go into the fact that diabetes could be reversed by diet and exercise .
I wish I could print my letter here but for some unknown complicated computer fowl up I cannot and just another thing to add to my lousy day . anyway I felt compelled by my friend Nicole to write the show . Thanks Nicole and god bless you .

No Thanks no facebook for me either

Well I want to thank Joanne C. over at the death of a pancreas blog for giving me this idea . Thanks Joanne . I want to state very clearly that I for one do not have a facebook , my space page and I also dont do twitter or tweat at all . I find them useless and if I want to talk to someone I will simply pick up my cell phone and call them and have a real life conversation with them . Yes Joanne I totally agree there are just some things I can live without and fb, my space and twitter happen to be some of them . Also dont get me wrong I love my blogger and all my sistas from different mistas out there in blogger land . I love connecting with all of you through here at this blog .I love all of your blogs as well and feel so connected with you through these blogs . I love everyone of you and we are all connected through the big d and other things . So Joanne I support your feelings one hundred percent . Be carefull out there among them english and negative ghost rider .

To blog To blog To blog

I know that this has been on my mind all day . Must blog must blog , must blog . LOL !!! Wow I must say sometimes when I read some of your blogs they really trip me out cause they are so open with some things and about how you all are feeling and emotional . I must say those of you who write emotional blogs we all do write emotional blogs at times and they are perfectly fine because this is how you are feeling and you are sharing this with us . Raw emotion and that is great . This has been coming up alot in the last few wks with blogs . I for one am very passionate about my writing and I also think at times I missed my calling at being an author . But on the other hand what would I write about ? I think I would be very boring as an author although it does seem like it would be a great job . I know some of my followers write their own colums in newspapers and how very lucky they are . I think that is so awesome that they know what they want to write about every day . Me I love reading and do so voraciously . I will run through a novel in a wk . Okay on another note let us keep those fallen officers families in Seattle in our prayers . I will close here for now. Be carefull out there among them english and negative ghost rider .